Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Because let me tell you, attachment parenting is hard. Most kids that need down and dirty, Connected Child stuff, they are exhausting and frustrating beyond words. No one really wants to do this intense stuff day in, day out. Until a few weeks ago, when E needed me holding him, spending every second with him, giving him a ridiculous amount of one-on-one attention, I was gritting my teeth.
So when E found love, his mama did too. I have known for a long time now that I would jump in front of a train for this kid. But now I would do it kicking and screaming and shouting at how good God is; how blessed that I get to be the mama that would die for him.